I admit I am powerless over alcohol – that my life has become unmanageable
It’s hard for me to admit this but I can’t stop denying the truth that I have a drinking problem. I probably have since I picked up my first drink if not before that. I’m doing this because I don’t want to die and I want to be happy and will not tolerate the monster that I become when I’m under the influence.
I just got back from the Mid-Cities AA group and I’m a wreck. I’ve got to pick up my wife from the airport today but plan on going to another meeting tonight.